Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Lost

I suddenly feel so helpless and lost all of a sudden. I was looking at one of my ex's Facebook pictures, and I felt sad without knowing why. What IS wrong with me? I thought I got over that relationship long ago. I HAD to initiate some contact with him, so I lamely sent him an SMS to ask why the sudden decision to add me to Facebook. But you know what? I don't even think he thought twice about it. It's just stupid me feeling stupid.

Oh my god, I'm pathetic! I don't even know why I'm searching for his blog, or why I'm watching his YouTube video.

And I wish I was doing something I really like. Like him.

1 comment:

David said...

Ah well... I guess you're just a sentimental person? Don't brood too much over it. You still have friends here to see you through everything. Think more about us! Think more about the people you HAVE around you, rather than the past. Or would you only miss us when you've lost us?